Thursday, January 15, 2009

Changing Thoughts

Random Thought: I was OK with dying...I got to that place where the thought of dying was not terrifying or scary...the journey took me there...but I find myself in this moment now...living and loving life...and I don't have that same sense of being OK wth dying like I did when I was in treatment. In fact, to think of dying now...it hurts my heart deep.

Make sense?

Hugs,
Liz

:)

1 comments:

Anonymous said...

Ya I feel the same....When i was in treatment - thats what you thought of constantly...death...but now that i'm out of treatment I don't think of it as much, but I do think of it differently and to think of death now is weird b/c i'm not facing it like i was in treatment...not sure if that makes sense....
K.P.